
A POET FROM HOLLYWOOD: LOVE, INSANITY, STEPHEN GYLLENHAAL, AND THE CREATIVE PROCESS
a memoir of indie publishing
- Chapter 1. “So, This Isn’t Some Kind of Joke” [IN WHICH I MAKE THE ACQUAINTANCE OF THE DIRECTOR OF THE WORST EPISODE OF TWIN PEAKS]
- Chapter 2. “My Family’s Behind Me 100 Percent” [IN WHICH THE ARYAN GOOD LOOKS OF THE GYLLENHAALS ALMOST TOPPLES MY GOOD SENSE]
- Chapter 3. “How Did You Get This Number!?” [IN WHICH I RECREATE THE ACTUAL PHONE EXCHANGE BETWEEN MYSELF AND THAT FINE, FINE OSCAR-NOMINATED SCRIPTWRITER NAOMI FONER]
- Chapter 4. “We Have a Lot of Power in Hollywood” [IN WHICH STEPHEN EATS MY SALAD AND SHOWS US WHO’S BOSS]
- Chapter 5. “I’ve Got a Few More Changes” [IN WHICH STEPHEN IS INTERJECTED INTO OUR MOTHER’S AND FATHER’S DAY CELEBRATIONS; JAKE DOES THE RIGHT THING]
- Chapter 6. “Oh No, My Darling, This is Just the Beginning” [IN WHICH STEPHEN TRIUMPHS AT HIS POETRY READING AND I FINALLY ENCOUNTER HIS WIFE, THAT FINE, FINE OSCAR-NOMINATED SCREENWRITER NAOMI FONER]
- Chapter 7. “I’m Reading for All of Us” [IN WHICH STEPHEN IMPRESSES TED DANSON ON MARTHA’S VINEYARD WHILE WE SWELTER THROUGH AN 8-DAY BLACKOUT IN QUEENS]
- Chapter 8. “You Are Kings and Queens of Your Own Lives” [IN WHICH STEPHEN, GOADED BY NAOMI HIS OSCAR-NOMINATED WIFE, EMOTIONALLY ABUSES SOME SINCERE YOUNG WOMEN AND THEREBY KILLS SALES OF HIS OWN BOOK]
- Chapter 9. “We’ve Had Quite an Adventure” [IN WHICH THE ENTIRE GYLLENHAAL FAMILY IS NEARLY BURNED TO DEATH IN A HAND-OF-GOD HOTEL FIRE; STEPHEN SEEMINGLY TOTALLY UNAFFECTED BY IT]
- Chapter 10. “I’m Making This Place My Spiritual Center” [IN WHICH MORE NUTTY FANS; PLUS STEPHEN TALKS ABOUT SEX, STIFFS A BAR BILL, CHEATS ON HIS WIFE, AND IS WORSHIPPED AS A GOD IN INDIA]
- Chapter 11. “Since Her Father’s Here, I Won’t Read This Poem” [IN WHICH STEPHEN IMAGINES KILLING NAOMI; WE FIND JAKE GYLLENHAAL’S OLD HOME: LEARN ABOUT EMANUEL SWEDENBORG; AND MY PORN PAST IS REVEALED]
- Chapter 12. “I’ve Been Sleeping on Skid Row” [IN WHICH STEPHEN IS TERRIFIED BY A LITTLE FILIPINO WOMAN AND ACTS IN HIS FIRST MOVIE; PLUS SOME GENUINE SWEDISH HISTORY]
- Chapter 13. “It’s a Multimedia Thing — With Action Figures” [IN WHICH STEPHEN PLANS TO MAKE BIG BUCKS IN MOVIE MERCHANDISING, USING THE HOMELESS]
- Chapter 14. “In a Flash, All is Darkness” [IN WHICH THERE’S DEATH, DEATH, DEATH AND STEPHEN GETS LOST IN A CEMETERY]
- Chapter 15. “I Thank My Mother for Choosing My Father” [IN WHICH STEPHEN FAILS TO RECOGNIZE JAKE’S SCREEN FATHER]
- Chapter 16. “Pain Now for Clarity Later” [IN WHICH THERE IS NO EPILOGUE, BUT I’LL GET TO IT]
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a tale of hollywood
- Chapter 1. The Establishing Shot
- Chapter 2. The Breaking News
- Chapter 3. The Old Flame
- Chapter 4. The Movie Poster
- Chapter 5. The Star Maker
- Chapter 6. The Smorgasbord
- Chapter 7. The Soft Middle
- Chapter 8. The Headshot
- Chapter 9. The Close-Up
- Chapter 10. The Luau
- Chapter 11. The Morning After
- Chapter 12. The True Confession
- Chapter 13. The Comeback
- Chapter 14. The Reality Check
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